Super(arti)ficial

In my eyes,
the four thousand dollars worth of makeup
you smear across your face every morning
doesn’t do you any good.
There’s an hour that you’ll never get back,
spent every day trying to cover up
what I see as already beautiful.
I wish, for once, you would accept
that your plainly beautiful,
that sometimes the cosmetics make you look worse.
I didn’t fall in love with the makeup,
I fell in love with the face buried beneath it,
and the woman to whom that face belongs.
Your lips don’t need to be ruby red every day
to receive attention from mine,
and your cheeks don’t need to match the rest of you;
they appeal to me more with that rosy pink tinge in them.
Please, Dear, put away the mascara and eyeliner,
and all that other worthless surface beauty;
none of it is necessary.
If others can’t accept your real beauty,
then their opinions are as worthless as
all of that crap you believe you need to look beautiful.
But in my eyes, you’re beautiful the way you are.
And that’s all that should really matter.

#261                                                            01-31-08

Red Passions

Red passions
entwined in black handwriting and white backgrounds,
revealing emotion, a yearning for something
too perfect to be real,
too real to be imperfect,
a love unparalleled and undivided,
a love more fervent than the passion of a million men combined
who seek among others what can only be found in oneself.
I was fated to feel these things,
feelings that faded once
only to return more powerful than before.
Subtleties lost in subconscious,
separate intricacies of your beauty staring into my eyes,
things merely recognized before, now infinitely appealing,
my feeble eyes frozen on your form.
A fleeting glance from you and the world stops,
Moments turn to memories, turn to fantasies, turn to dreams,
a touch, a longing, a melody sung into my ears,
the softest of voices teasing my eardrums,
a light poking through the hollow darkness
to reveal what I once desired, lost, now what I desire again.
A destiny to live alone bears its teeth,
a fake smile plastered over my lonely stares,
a bleeding heart choking on those words
written to keep alive inside the fire
so willing to be shared,
and yet the fire burns alone with me still.
Letting go once was an option,
now removed like leaves in the breeze,
flipping wildly over the binding,
replacing white backgrounds and black handwriting
with white backgrounds and blank handwriting,
removing from sight the red passions
leaking from my mind.

#260                                                                   01-07-08